At This Point In Time...

At this point in time...
I'm going to smile,
And know everything will be alright,
I'm going to cry my sorrow filled tears,
And try not to fight,
I'm going to love with all my heart,
And not worry about the consequences,
I'm going to sleep as much as I want,
And day dream whenever I find a moment,
I'm going to thank god for everything in my life,
And not worry about the things I haven't yet grasped.

At this point in time,
I really am blessed,
I am thankful and greatful for all the good and bad,
I will calm my mind and look into my heart,
And know no matter what happens from here on in,
Know that love will get me through,
Whatever the future may hold for me,
I will no longer have regrets,
I will follow my heart and know it's for the best.
If only at this point in time,
I feel at peace with the world,
Then let it be.
I will not fight, I will not cry,
I will not even utter a sigh,
I know instinctively that you are there,
And I know you think of me and that you do really care.

Silence Isn't Golden

Silence Isn't Golden

I saw you yesterday
but you wouldn't talk to me
this is a slow death to my heart
it's killing me can't you see?

All the time we've known each other
you've became a habit to my heart
to take yourself away now
is ripping me apart.

I can't think of anything else
you're constantly on my mind
thinking of all the love we have
that has collected over time.

When you turn away from me
refusing to look my way
my mind shuts down completely
not knowing night from day.

Silence isn't golden
although some may think so
my heart wants to talk with yours
but you keep telling it no.

I look at your pictures
tears running down my face
I wanna be with you Amer
and no other place.

I fall asleep at night
with you always in my heart
but with you not talking to me
I'm quickly coming apart.

No man ever captured my heart
with such loving words you used
but now you won't talk to me
and its feeling abused.

I gave you my heart
please don't return
just throw it in the fires of hell
and watch it burn.

The light in my heart grows dim
where it so brightly shone
you're not speaking to me
is our love already gone?

It's over

A tear rolled down her face as I started to leave
She said baby don't do this I'm begging you please
I said I'm leaving I can't live this way
I don't care if you cry I don't what you say
Your not going to change how I feel about you
I'm done were over this time were through
No I'm not coming back in a couple of days
Just because you call me saying you'll change
It's not going to work I found someone new
And I keep giving her up to come back to you
She does not deserve this she's done nothing wrong
It's with her where I want to be and where I belong
I can't let her go I've tried and I've tried
And I can't sit here with you with her on my mind
I don't mean to be mean but you've got to realize
Nothings going to stop me I'm saying goodbye
I don't want to be with you this time I'm sure
I don't love you anymore I fell in love with her
I'm going to be with her no matter what you do
So give up let go there's no more me and you

Break-Ups

Our lips said goodbye and our hearts say no
We tried everything we can just to let each other go
But we always fail and come back together again
Over and over, until we live to our own vain

Until when we can survive of breaking our hearts
If we know to ourselves that, we're going to be apart
Its hard to be living in to this love with biggest fear
Of leaving each other and be drown in our own tears

Why we cant just forget our love fast and easy
Why do we need to play happy now and be silly
We're just wasting our time and hurt in the end
Keep on breaking our hearts until no one can mend

I want to forget you now and stop hoping for you
That soon you will realize that you can't leave me too
But I am the biggest liar , no matter how I tried to go
At the end of the day I will always be looking for you

Goodbye

So hard to say it
unable to type
Goodbye
made my fingers paralyzed
Not to make it hard on you
Not to make you suffer
like I do
I smiled with tears in my eyes
Sent you a flower
to stay with you never die
I walked away thinking
we are still friends
But this feeling didn't seem right
Something did really
hurt..deep..so deep inside
Tears dropped so hard
not from my eyes
Tears looked so red
from my heart I realized
Try to forget my pains. Go!
Fly away never look back
Keep flying don't stop..
you found your way..
How can I fly?
You were my wings
How can I cry?
My tears dried up
When you took away with you
my feelings..
Yet..Life goes on..

It Hurts Poem

Im the one that lies here alone at this hour in a bed made for two.
No wise voices now to tell me, how to think and what to feel about you..
She does not love you, she does not care, she will walk away some day..
But her side is empty, the quilt lies flat, and i miss her in every way...
i miss her laugh, i miss her smile, i miss her crazy ways...

and just to hear her call my name could cheer me up for days...

i hear the voices tell me if she cared she would not do...

the things she does that hurt you through and through...

she would not be embaressed when you should be by her side...

but rather take you out sometimes and show you of with pride...

beside her is a good man with a very loving heart...

ok hes aged a little but she knew that at the start...

they say its not like you are ugly or a bastard...

that ruins each day you treat her like a princess...

and love her in every way...

you didnt ask for much just some attention...

here and there but from what it seems to us she didnt seem to care...

but i dont want to listen i wish they would go away...

how can they see the little things we would do every day...

like playin puzzle bubble, or sharing beans on toast...

like cuddling up together the part i loved the most...

like sharing a hot bath, or a simple cigarette...

i wish we could have shared these things until my very death...

A Change Of Heart Poem

In the quiet of darkness,
in the stillness of night,
I still imagine you holding
me tight.

Your voice is the music,
in my heart is the song,
please come to me now,
it's with me you belong.

Our love is so real,
for it captured my soul,
there's no other feeling
that makes me feel whole.

When god made his angels,
he made you for me.
There's no more mistaking,
we were meant to be.

I can't live without you,
I can't say goodbye,
when I think of you hurting,
the thought makes me cry.

Please don't give up now
because of my fears,
don't dwell on the past,
come dry all my tears.

As the moon is my witness,
and the stars are my guide,
I'll love you forever,
I'll no longer hide.

Come lay down beside me,
I can't wait one more day,
to hear you still love me
the very same way.

Letting him go poem

Letting him go…..

How sad it will be if I will let him go…
But my heart told me so
To start a new life
To start anything new…

Letting him go..
To our Almighty God above…
Who will take him for the rest of his eternal life….
And finish what God have started
And make him rest in eternal peace….

I know how hard it would be
For he was so dear to me
But letting him go
Doesn’t mean I will forget him though
It does mean I am triumphant for I can let him go….


I am letting him go…
In eternal peace with God who love him so true…..