My Stillness

Deep inside my stillness, I hear you calling me
It’s not your voice I hear; it’s the echoes of your soul
And the gentle beat of you heart so free
So strong, it’s kept the beast inside me under control

Deep inside my Stillness, I can feel your hands
Holding my heart with such a tender caress
Cradled in your palms, is where it always lands
Where its beats, forever as yours and mine, for us

Deep inside my Stillness, your emotions run so deep
In every part of me, in every dark space within me
From the time the sun rises to the time I sleep
It’s where your love lives, where it’s always free

Deep inside my Stillness, I feel the breeze of your voice
And hear your whispers as they leave your lips
“My love for you, I’ll never again have to sacrifice“
“I won’t deny the softness of your tender kiss, you lips”

Love On A Lazy Summer's Day

The meadow looks so beautiful this morning
The river just ambles on by
Barges and boats leave their moorings
Not caring where they are going or why.

The couple on deck are waving
Encouraging the artist in me
I carry on with my engraving
Carving a heart in the bark of a tree.

The riverbank dotted with primrose
Buttercup and purple flowering sage
Honeysuckle grows in the hedgerows
Surely this must be true loves stage.

A skylark hovers over the meadow
In the bushes the yellow hammers sing
I watch intently as the swallow
Catches her prey on the wing.

Mother nature is displaying her beauty
Her wisdom, her magic, her charm
One day you will share this with me
When I'm holding you in my arms.

Please my Lord hurry the day
My love and I have been so long apart
Help me Lord to find the way
To the girl who holds my heart.

Endless Spring

The motions of my day, were lost when you rang.
I don't remember coming home.
How did I get home?
I don't remember what I ate.
Did I eat?
I don't remember putting a bow in my hair,
but it's there.
What was I doing?

I slide my hands up, tracing my collar bones
I slide them behind my neck, I unlock
the sparkling string of pearls
that hang around my neck, usually.
Your voice isn't gentle.
It is, when you are romantic.
But your voice isn't gentle.
It's stupid, and lovely.
I fall into the lavender sheets, breathing softly
a sigh.
I remember our endless spring.

You have pale thighs, pathetic in the sun.
Waist deep in the crisp, cool stream, I call for you.
You're bold and undaunted, but now you are not.
You are weeping and whining. Patiently,
I splash around,
I pull the water up my arms,
it tickles. It trickles. It rolls off my skin like beads of tears.
They are tears of joy, tears of sorrow,
tears of the possibility of you fulfilling someone
else's life. Tears that are ours.
I spin around and see the velvet green. The water is warming.
The summer is coming.
The brush is quiet, it is silent, much like that
of a quiet, winter night in a modest cul-de-sac.
Silent like a sleeping baby.
The river giggles at you, as do I.
You are my watchman, you are my doll.
You are my jester, I... I need you on repeat this time.

I am asleep.

Can you see it in my eyes

You don't know how I'm feeling.
I have yet to vocalize
Desire deep inside me.
Can you see it in my eyes?

I tremble when I'm near you
Heat travels up my thighs
and I want you with an urgency
That I just can't describe.

Dare I reach out to touch you?
Do you think you'd realize
How much I want and need you?
Can you see it in my eyes?

I long to say, 'I love you,'
But am scared of your reply.
Terrified like a child
I've become paralyzed.

The camouflaged emotions
Lead to pain and silent cries.
And yet I just can't tell you.
Don't you see it in my eyes?

Confessing through this poem
My dilemma summarized.
The feeling's quite cathartic,
But will lead to my demise.

You and Me

When fate first drew us close together
I knew we would be one
And now your in my heart forever
It feels like heavens come

I love the way you love me
The way I love you too
But most of all I love you
Because our love is true

Sometimes I don’t like life
Sometimes I feel let down
But you’re my guiding light
To the better world around

So as I write this poem
My life feels so complete
I know just where we’re going
Us two cannot be beat

Now we have connected
We know where we both lie
In each other’s hearts we’ll stay
For all time and eternity

A Daily Passage

In the early morning hours
When my day comes to a start
My first thought is always you
And how you touch my heart

I spend the next few hours
Feeling thankful and so blessed
While missing you pours over the joy
I know this is just a test

It's the challenge of my wills
To strengthen me with power
Reminiscing of the love we share
And guide me through each hour.

As lunchtime rolls around
I am still immersed in you
I am wrapped up in the memories we made
And of all the things we do.

The afternoon is still dragging on
And the day seems not to end
I know at night when I climb into bed
Those thoughts will begin again

I will lay my head down on my pillow
And as I try to close my eyes
Those thoughts of you won’t let me slumber
And then I start to cry

Just a circle of my daily passage
With my mind on only you
But I feel so grateful and so blessed
That another day is through

Each day that passes is a day closer to you…

Wrap around us

Have you ever realized how great hugs are? I'm talking about real hugs; not the awkward ones. Not the ones where you put your arms around the other person, just for them to stand there. or put their arms half-heartedly around you.I'm talking about the ones where they wrap their arms around you like physical friendship. And you can feel the love. Isn't that the best feeling? Being physically wrapped in love and friendship.

I Love You

I love you for that certain smile
that cheers me up when I am blue.
I love you for your tenderness
that warms me through and through.

I love you for your kindness
and understanding heart;
one that always says,
"I love you very much."

I love you for your faith in me
and your sweet, loving ways.
I love you for the many things you do
so often without praise.

I love you for all these things
and a million others too,
but, most of all, for who I am
whenever I'm with you.

YOUR ESSENCE

EVERY MOMENT I GET TO DREAM
ITS YOU I THINK OF HOW LIFE
COULD BE TOGETHER AS ONE
FOREVER... YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN

IN THE SILENCE I HEAR YOUR VOICE
YOUR DISTRESS IS NO MORE WHEN I
PUT IT TO REST
IT IS YOUR ESSENCE

FOR IT IS THIS YOU SEE, HOW CLOSE
WE ARE IN THOUGHT, WORDS NEED NO
TONE, I READ FROM OUR SCRIPT
BECAUSE IN LIFE WE ARE 7066 MILES
APART BUT BONDED BY SPIRIT :)

THE FEELINGS I SHARE WITH YOU ARE
GUARDED, LOCK AND KEY AND YOU ARE THE
ONLY ONE WHO CAN ACCESS THEM AS GOD
KNOWS WE ARE MEANT TO BE

Bear Hug this Valentines Day!

You have a special place in my life
that you’ve had from the very start.
I see your smile when I close my eyes -
your name is written on my heart.

Not only on this Valentine's Day
But each day the whole year through
I'm sending you a bear hug
With love from me to you.

Saying that i love you

a fresh pair of warm lips kisses her, kisses him, kiss them both.
subtle, first, working their way to the plump, shapely, glittered
bronze. Their teeth bite, meet softness and flesh; tongues
explore, licking voids in-between folds, gums, pinks.
two halves wanting must have that lucky
explosion, that sweet screaming
raisin.

Birthday Poem for Wife

She is a woman
She is a child
She is self confident
Then she wants to hide

She is a tease
Who will do anything to please
She is standoffish
She is a frustrating mystey

She holds me ever so close
Then pushes me away
Her mood says go
He eyes say please stay

She is my woman
She is my wife
She is yoked
Into my life

She is my contradiction
Whom I love
Can't say
I always understand her

But of her
I can
Never, ever
Get enough of

In These Words I Write

With no need to ask why
I am certain you are aware
I write while thinking you
Often I wish could be there

Special greetings I send
My love penned in rhymes
You know I still miss you
I have said so many times

Dreams worth dreaming
I always keep you in mine
The songs you sent me
I play them time after time

Its in these words I write
I express my true emotion
Penning feelings for you
With my love and devotion

Just One More Time

Just one more time, I am going to...
smile when I see your beautiful face
Just one more time , I want to see you
smiling back at me!

Just one more time I am going to
pack your lunch with all my love
Just one more time I am going to
Wave you goodbye as you leave for work!

Just one more time this afternoon,
I will wait for your lunch time call
Just one more time this day
I will open the garden gate on your safe on your safe return home

Just one more time I want to greet you
With a great big hug and kiss
Just one more time dinner will be waiting
and I will leave the dishes in the sink tonight

Just one more time I want to spend this time with you
before we watch TV or have our shower
Just one more time I want it to be
Just ‘YOU and ME!’

Just one more time tonight
I want you in the harbour of my arms
Just one more time I want
To touch you all over and feel our bodies entertwine

Just one more time I want to make you mine
And remember the moment forever when I am gone
Just one more time I want to whisper to you
Those 3 little words ‘I Love You!’

Just one more time I want to watch over you
As you sleep, breathing in and out
Just one more time I’ll pull my fingers through your hair
And touch you gently on your cheek

Just one more time my tears will flow
Without you ever knowing
Just one more time I’ll kiss you softly on your lips
And bid you farewell

Just one more time I want you to know
How very special you are and will always be to me
Just one more time I want to say
I’ll love you forever and a day!

Just one more time I have to tell you
That you will always be my fairytale
Just one more time you have to know
That you will ‘Always’ be the sweetest part of my life!

Just one more time I will dream my dream Of
‘YOU and I’
A dream that has no boundries
It will become the ‘DREAM’ of my ‘LONELY HEART!’

Thinking About You

My red heart is blue,
because I'm missing you.
Every day, I think about you,
and I imagine how great
every hour, every minute,
and every second would be
if you were here with me.
Every night, when I lie in bed,
I dream about how things could be.
And if you believe in your dreams hard enough,
someday they will come true for you.

A Dream Come True

You took my life and made it complete
with your sweet love and all you give.
My heart smiles everyday because of you.
To me you are a dream come true.

My life was sad, so dark and blue;
today it's not, all thanks to you.
I love you more than words can say.
With you I'll be until the end.

You've grown so deep since we first met.
I found in you the perfect man.
The love we share is pure and true.
To have met you is a dream come true.

Each day goes by and our love grows and grows;
how deep and strong, we'd never know.
Years from now we'll still be here
with this lasting love, untainted and clear.

I'm yours forever, until the end of time.
I hope one day I be your wife.
Then our dream would be complete
and we'd be ready to raise a family.

When we're together time moves so fast;
I wish I had the power to make it last.
But one sweet day time will stand still
and we'll share this love we truly feel.

Someone like you it's hard to find.
Your love I treasure, it's a gift of life.
I'll pray tonight and thank the Lord
for who you are, the love I adore.

I Will Love You Forever

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart

My Everything

My Everything

You're mine,
Nobody else's,
And I like it this way,
So let's try to make it last!

She still wants you,
But that ain't gonna happen,
At least not while I'm around!

She leaves you cute little messages,
That says she wants you back,
She'd better watch out what she says in those messages,
Because they don't make me sad!

You're mine,
Nobody else's,
And I like it this way,
We're going to make it last!

You're pretty much all I have,
You're my everything,
And I think it's going to stay this way,
So she'd better stay back!

Don't Chase Those Butterflies

The butterflies in my stomach dance a sweet waltz because of you.
Making me feel like a sweet young girl in love, that is true.

Why would I ever want them to so disappear?
The illusion of fantasy is far greater without any tears.

I am not a young wrapped up soul.
My age should prove my maturity is bold.

You take me on sweet journeys in my mind.
Places I have never been, seeking beauty to never find.

Making me feel my dreams are important so.
If for an instance beauty in myself glows.

Sending me poetry, within their wondrous lines.
Telling me of kisses that are sublime.

Arms wrapped around me on that garden swing.
The voice so sweet next to my ear melodically sings.

Please don't take away the dreams of my soul.
I want to feel their emotional toll.

Please don't chase those butterflies at play.
I love that feeling wanting them to stay.

Besides what is a few butterflies between friends.
Let them dance a sweet waltz until their bitter end.

They really do never last forever.
So let me keep them as our sweet treasure.

LIPS OF AN ANGEL

You have the lips of an angel
The eyes of the stars above
You’re the greatest thing breathing
The greatest thing I know
You’re the reason tears aren’t shed
You’re the reason for my smile
Desperate for no change
If something changes I’m back to where I started
Starting next to nothing
Please keep me moving
Please stay with me
You’re all I have left
It’s just you and me now
Ready to live the rest of our lives
Together as one
We met for this reason
This reason to love each other
This reason to be together
I couldn't keep my eyes off of you
With nothing left to prove
Proving nothing but my love for you
My love which is true
Whatever it takes will be done
To keep you smiling
To keep you mine
I didn’t even know
That I would eventually love you
But loving you is what I do best
Faith and trust is keeping us together
Will bring us closer
Grab my hand
It will never lead you wrong
My heart pumps with blood
My heart pumps your love
You can't find better then me
Noone will love you better
Noone will miss you more
I know what it feels like to miss you
I think you should know
I will never miss you again
You’re here with me for good
With nowhere to go
I can sit here and count the stars above
With every star being a small part of my love
Not one star loves anyone else
When you were away
I would fake a smile
Fake a laugh
Just so you couldn't see
How much I hurt without you
Knowing you were away
You're all I think about at day
You're all I think about at night
I wished upon a star for you to come back
And that wish came true
Being with you is everything I have lived for
I miss you
I love you